I need to rant.
its eating me up inside.
So many uncertainties.
Things i cant explain or even comprehend.
Sometimes I hope its just a phase, but at times i hope its not.
Is something so new and intriguing and makes me want to keep it.
At the same time I know its very unfair.
They asked me to give myself more time.
But its making me sick in the stomach already.
I dont know how I am going to get pass this? How long am i going to endure this?
Am i suppose to pretend everything is right when its not?
A part of me just wants to burst out loud and say everything.
But i know, with that, everything will change.

''Let nature take its course''
The thing is I dont know how long this bloody course is going to take.
Wait till the day I cant take it, I will just spill it out.
For now, its just killing me slowly with guilt.
Seems like I am just a bastard.
or rather I think I am.

Things will change. Or rather they have already changed.
I think he can sense it.
And I dont wan to be there when the day comes, because i wouldnt know how to explain myself.
Because there is no explanation for my actions.
Except the fact that i was being an ass.

Frustrated. Sick.And everything else.
Make it Or Break it.

Jaclyn AKA Huijing Sweet 17. Damai Girl Guide. Currently studying in MJC D.O.B 28 Feb 1990


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