jun is away for holiday for 10 days.
and he will be back on the 7th. i cant wait to see him.
today is our 20th month anniversary.
and i receive a sms from him wishing me a happy anniversary.
so surprised and happy when he smsed me.
cant wait for baby to come back!!!
AND
my father is back from china.
but we seemed foreign to each other.
sometimes i dont even wanna have eye contact with him.
sometimes i dont even wanna talk to him
i do feel sorry for him at times.
in a family
where people feel uncomfortable talking to him.
where his life is made so sad because of some old bitch.
it seems like he's some alien.
for some odd reason, i feel uncomfortable with him around.
maybe because in the first place, it seems like he is always not around.
but i know if i continue to be like this,
i will regret for not cherishing him.
but i dont know how.
there's this super large gap btw us.
it has been like this for years, and i think it will continue this way.
oh ya.
and my brother has been really nice.
in the morning around 8..
after he wakes up.he would ask me to sleep in his room.
so i can sleep on his bed.
YAY!