hmmm. its has been a month since i met jun.
and i asked him if he missed me.
he said he dont know?that he dont know how to say.
woah.
that made me think alot.esp because i like to think alot.
but its like a month and he dont know?
one thing is for sure.
i miss him like alot. and i REALLY cant wait for exams to end so we can spend time tgt.
but i dont know if he feels the same way too?

he is suppose to meet me tml for lunch.
but i really feel damn tempted to tell him not to meet me if he doesnt miss me.
be it for anger or what. i dont know.
if he is meeting me because he feels that he shud meet me or because i want him to
i really dont see the need.
i wan him to make decisions.
i wan him to want to meet me.

i think he was always that passive about things.
but i am not.
i wan him to do things because he wants to.not because i want him to.
but its so frustrating to think that i initiate most of the time because i want to meet him or what.
and it doesnt reciprocate.
it seems like a trivial matter,but its damn frustrating when i think about it

so i shud just buat bodoh. dont initiate anything.see what happens.

Jaclyn AKA Huijing Sweet 17. Damai Girl Guide. Currently studying in MJC D.O.B 28 Feb 1990


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