Mrs seng met my mum today.
telling us about my results and stuff.
and hard i have to work to get into the course that i want.
Telling me that with my current performance i cant get into U.

After knowing the results few weeks ago,
i wasnt that affected by my results.
afterall i got 4th in class with a rank point of 22.5.
this kind of results has already become a norm.
I do feel demoralised by this kinda of shit results.
And i do know that i have to work harder.
I am already trying, coping with everyday work and studying.
Teachers of each subject have been trying to motivate us to study hard and stuff.
I know that i have to work harder.its not like i am oblivious to this fking shit results.
but HOW?
its not like i never study for mid years.
I did.i studied and i get shit results like this.fk it man.
But no matter how hard i try, its never good enough for the school, teachers and me.
I guess i feel stressed, frustrated, and fk up now.
my mind is in a whirl.And i cant seem to focus my hwk.
which i need to do. Before the teacher who thinks that whole world is about econs
start making me stand for not doing my work.
I do wan to work hard. but school is so fk up now.

i guess i am not that strong.
I fall so easily.

ITS NOT LIKE I DONT WANT TO STUDY.
I also wan to do well for the piece of qualification which hopefully can gain me a place in U.
So much for that piece of paper..

and esp now. i need him to be by my side.

Jaclyn AKA Huijing Sweet 17. Damai Girl Guide. Currently studying in MJC D.O.B 28 Feb 1990


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