It'S CHINESE NEW YEAR.
but it doesnt feel quite like it.
its like " OH YA HOR, tml is NEW year" that kind of feeling.
maybe its the hectic schedule.or maybe its me.
Some kind of NEW year.
I never really did enjoyed NEW year.
EXCEPT from my mum's side.
Where people are REAL and SINCERE abt the things they do.
Its good to catch up with all the cousins's kids.
I am their BIAO YI.
So young then call me BIAO YI. make mi sound so old.
Watching the little kids play, a boisterous bunch.
And a new member of the family. little baby JAVIER.
so damn adorable with those round big eyes.
A sudden thought came to me.
How abt my kid.how would he or she be?
And how it would be raising a kid.
Went to jun's place yesterday to BAI NIAN.
i find myself damn paiseh.haha
dunno why?!?!?!
Maybe cause i dont really like BAI NIAN.
normally, we just like stand up and shake hand and a"happy new year" pops out.
so i kinda like scared i screw up.like do smth wrong.
Fortunately i didnt.
Thankfully.
Heaved a great sign of relief when it was over.
When he was sending me home,
we talk abt" spare the rod, spoil the child"
He said he would like punish the kids by hitting them.
And i said i will only scold them and leave the whacking all to him.
haha..
My parents never did that to me. and i turn out to be NOT BAD.i guess
so i wont do that to my kids too.